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Nanami Kento // 七海建人 ([personal profile] tokakujuho) wrote2024-08-10 04:35 pm

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CHARACTER NAME KENTO NANAMI
CIVILIAN NAME TAKAHIRO KOYASU
TEAM REVELATION
HOUSING NUMBER 003
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[personal profile] gimu 2024-10-17 07:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he really needs to conserve water, truly, but at mention of the desert there really is no stopping the tears that go squeezing themselves out of his eyes. it makes the floor beneath his cheek tacky, and somehow colder than before. ugh. ]

The Mojave. [ he says it mou-jayve. ] Have you?
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[personal profile] gimu 2024-10-18 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ and it is a comfort, in the end. nanami’s grip is the anchor by which choso has moored himself, and just like any other human left adrift he, too, clings to warmth and hope. ]

The Sahara.

[ there is no digital notepad to scribe the word down onto now, so he says it instead, rolls it around on his tongue and hopes he’s got enough of a feel of it to remember it in another world, a brighter, warmer place than this. ]

The Mojave was awful. It was hot, and bright, and sand got into everything.

[ but that’s no way to reassure someone. try again. ]

But at night, there was nh-nothing but stars. More stars than I could ever count. All together we camped under those stars and watched the sky turn.

We can teh-take you there, maybe.
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[personal profile] gimu 2024-10-18 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Do you like the stars? In the desert, the sky will swallow you whole.

[ he says it like a warning, like that isn’t the whole draw of the desert to humans who have seen nothing but the city-stained sky. ]
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[personal profile] gimu 2024-10-18 09:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it’s hard to refute that. anywhere was better than here and now. ]

Someplace like Okinawa. Colourful, and warm, with water you can see through right to the sand below.
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[personal profile] gimu 2024-10-18 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Why is it always sand?

[ he thinks he’s smiling, things it’s a laugh lingering on the tail-end of each syllable, but he can’t feel his face, can’t feel anything outside of the whole-body ache that’s taken root in his soul. ]

Let’s find a beach instead. All the sand you want with all the stars you need.
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[personal profile] gimu 2024-10-19 05:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ sand, small and strange and sometimes see-through depending on the grain. maybe next time, he’ll spend more time playing in the sand with the others. or eating, or drinking, or just sleeping. ]

I can clean the fish. We can eat so much.
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[personal profile] gimu 2024-10-19 07:46 pm (UTC)(link)
I want to taste it… our own beach wine.

[ with everyone, with nanami, with the world. his hand twitches, fingers squeezing a touch tighter. ]

In a coconut we found ourselves.
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[personal profile] gimu 2024-10-19 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Do they not belong with coconuts? I wish to be decadent.

[ yes, and why not? to eat when he’s hungry and drink coconuts with little umbrellas when he’s parched, what a luscious dream. ]
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[personal profile] gimu 2024-10-21 11:00 pm (UTC)(link)
On the beach, with our coconuts.

[ a raspy breath, wet with spittle or blood, or both. ]

Will you tell me how your world works?
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[personal profile] gimu 2024-10-26 03:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he wants to cry, but it’s a waste of water, of fluid that’s already oozing out of the spear-wound in his ribs. so he sniffles, and tries to squeeze back, cheek flat against the floor. ]

What do humans dream of when they dream of beautiful things? What do you yearn for?